ittttssss springggggggg

Wow what a spring so far, I’m sure many of you are feeling this wild chaos energy floating in the air cause I sure as hell am. But that’s why I wanted to share with you all something I’ve been meditating on or has been brought up within conversations I’ve had in the last week.

I feel like we don’t give enough space to grief during spring cause we are either to busy with work speeding up or just the changes that are happening all around. This Aries energy is swift and exciting but also it requires us to move out of our comfort zones (sometimes we are shoved!) and connect with some sort of grounding source to keep us afloat during it all ! All the while, as we are having mental breakdowns or severing the relationships that showcase the needs we have and cannot be fulfilled there. In all of your swimming emotions I want to invite you (yes you the reader! I’m LOOKING AT YOU) to say to yourself “ive made it this far” even if you are in shambles. I know I know, we are angry and sad, I voiced to a friend that when I’m deep in these feels I am annoyed to even think of gratitude or nice things about myself in the midst of change, like it infuriates me, cause I want to stay mad. Punisher behaviour. But BUT, we are living through an insane time, it blows my mind how we are surviving and that’s beautiful. So stay with me and say it to yourself “ I am capable of handling change”. No this won’t instantly cure your sadness but honestly voicing aloud all of these feels silly 😜 but it feels kind of relieving sometimes. Voicing grief and fear releases. Energetically it really does. Maybe your voice will crack and tears will dribble down your cheeks but putting it out there and having your bedroom or couch hold you in that. Spaces hold it, I think about how the fish in water and doesn’t even think of the space around it as this substance. So even visualize the air and space we are in, holding that grief and that emotion and dissipating it all into something different. Let your spaces and voice carry you through this chaos Aries energy.

As always, thank you for reading and thank you to the Aries in my life that I respect and love. I love your anger and sadness. Cause Aries , you get mad sometimes but your abilities to voice it is something I admire 🫶

Ps: sorry all the grammar and spelling errors, I don’t proofread ever and I almost failed English in high school and in university. Both teachers told me I would fail and I passed by 1 percent 😘